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spent my once-every-4years with those i love, doing what i love most! contented, ^.^ ahgu & shaohua & katek are such idiots i can laugh till i dropdead and die.
anyway, was reading this random person's blog, theres this sick boy/man who leaves comments on almost all of blog owner's entries. clearly shows how egoistic/preachy/desperate guys can get. he was mentioning how its nature that men need women, how women should need men too. how wrong it is to be in love with someone of the same gender and its narcissism.
i thought abit about it. what if it isnt so much of a choice? - what if u only look at hot babes when ur out on the street
- what if u do look at hot guys but there isnt even any form of attraction there, merely an appreciation of their facial features/ dress sense whatnot,
- what if only women turn u on,
- what if u only find chemistry in women,
- what if the men you've met in ur life are far too egoistic for ur liking,
- what if u think u can provide women with so much more as compared to men, excluding the sex part, but then again, not necessarily.
- what if u realise ur strong enough to be out on ur own w/o a man,
- what if ur so strong to the point u wanna give love care and protection to another,
- what if u like the softness of a woman's touch,
- what if u like kissing those very tender and luscious lips (short&j dont laugh)
ok im gonna stop here before i put off the heterosexuals.
today's boss day, went out with lydae, couldnt find the jeans i want so i decided im gonna alter my older jeans, dont waste, must adopt jx's aunty spirit. went to fort canning, just climbing the steps could kill me. there was like 10 limes squeezed onto my legs when i was climbing but i persevered and made it through. given such circumstances, i really dont know how am i going to make it for national team trials on tuesday, ankle's sprain, stamina's like shit, muscle ache all over since friday. ok in de first place im not even sure if i should go for the trial, if i want to commit to basketball and see my life declining. ahhhh dilemma! please zouk call me back, please!
fort canning is sucha boring place but i need to relive my childhood memories by going such ulu places again thus i renamed my saturdays as tourist day instead of girlfriend day! :D zack chong when are u going to bring me up jurong hill so i can bring lydae up jurong hill and leave her there and bike down the hill myself. ubin plan being put on hold again and again all thanks to lydae that irritating ghost. there're so many places to go, so many places i wanna go with you!
i watched the youtube clip tiff asked me to and im sorry but David Archuleta's voice makes my hair stand because thats just how good he sound! for a 17year old, its unbelievable, now im watching all his other youtube videos.
last night tiffy told me something no1 has told me before: "yknow how they say 3rd party always sees a relationship more clearly. everytime when lydia looks at u, its a feeling like u really mean alot to her, like theres only u and no1 else around even though we're all there" AWW~ but i mention how lydae loves talking to my friends and ignoring me and tiffy thinks shes just pissing me off and i totally understand cus i piss her off all the time. tiff says we've nothing better to do which is pretty true cus we're fighting all the time and it got violent today because i wanted to let her know how smelly her saliva was so i fought hard to get her saliva and i spreaded it across the area above her lips which is below her nose and she started having foam coming out of her mouth because it was too pungent haha ok this entry is getting too long.
bye.
do u know that ur love is the sweetest sin |