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done with what_la [Mar. 19th, 2008|01:14 pm]

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pals please add me!
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falling fast. [Mar. 15th, 2008|02:25 am]
[Current Mood | rejuvenated]

i used to hate opening up cus i always thought no1 can truly understand how i feel and nothing would be solved even if i say but i've changed to become so fucking whiney, complaining about everything that goes wrong. now it seems lost myself and the direction as my pillar of strength starts disappearing one by one and soon its just left with me and myself.  as i grow older, i realise i've grow alot weaker.

today, i realise how much i miss myself. no longer hoping someone would help me and give me the best advice. i used to depend only on myself to make the best decision and today i finally this side of me has resurfaced. i can only trust myself. dependence is bad, cultivates an over reliance on others and makes one lose oneself to only become an ultimate loser.

i need to pick myself up. u can bring my life down time and again, u can trample on me, ruin me, but someday i'll soar, and i'll make sure i step down on u, harder than you ever did, for all the pain u've put me through. 

been living in a daze for far too long, its time to think about life, cmon fighter.
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double! [Mar. 12th, 2008|02:09 am]
[Current Mood |delightful!]

feels good just eating sitting around doing nothing (: 

todays j's first time at seoul gardens cus she couldnt find the chopsticks and their soup was disgusting and slimmy because they love to eat lala. we had very cool china people beside our table with their specs hanging comfortably on the tip of their nose. the new in thing is to not wear your specs on ur nose bridge. exchanged stares, i had eye contact with one and fell in love with her almost immediately cus i love the way she wear her specs and occasionally looking over, drooling over me & short (as if) they tried eavesdropping us but to no avail because im mr mysterious. one of the girl was neglected and j really liked her.

went to cine to play some arcade (wth..) me&lyly were very good cus we thrashed short&j in the table hockey game, two times.they've some problem coordinating their hand movements and that led to half the goals we scored actually got in with their help. won them in table soccer as well because j own-goaled twice. we played photohunt and successfully kicked eat pussy outta the top10, i know i know, we'r cool.

short&j insisted on taking neoprints (ew ew) but i totally brushed off the idea because its a waste of money we can take pictures using our phones, edit in picasa/photoshop(?) but we still went in. same outcome and excitement for free! :D (credits to me) 

hehe! )

bumped into many people like nic & sherylnoying, jasmine leong wei lian, jasmine's ex: hongyuan, tey fi on & gang. bet the whole worlds going to the party at zouk tonight i wonder whats so exciting about it. im too old for that, way passed the legal age to club, aging, old and dying.

so i heard an ex-cedarian's boyfriend of 3yrs+ passed away recently and when i got home, heard from my mum that layhoon's dad just passed away. losing a person eternally is sucha scary thing. yes? or its only scary when u fail to treasure them when they're alive. ew whats with being so emotional. nobody knows whats gonna happen, especially with mas selamat on the loose. lets live each day like the last. so i should quit zouk so i've ample time to play, right? aya dilemma again :( mac delivery call centre quickly call me please. (why isit i never once stay long on a job???)

a reminder, theres still:
1) ubin
2) prawning
3) camping
3cheers to us!




this life will try to keep us apart, but il keep running back to your heart.
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??? [Mar. 11th, 2008|12:01 am]
[Current Mood | stressed]

went IT fair to sign up for some broadband service yesterday and it was so mother packed that i wish mas selamat would bomb the whole exhibition hall. its so annoying being pushed around by those aunty uncles @#$& but on a happier note, me & bin got to see jayne! spotted by me me ME and i was so embarrassed when bin insisted we should go over to say hi >:( caught sight of giam giam's side profile and i thought it was someone resembling her cus i didnt remember her face being so round.

met katek guanhong zacq to go over arab street for some sheesha, zoyce joined us later. that place totally suck with the strong indian smell and dirty furniture but the sheeshaing part was ok cus double apple tasted pretty good but the grape one was so choking we almost died. ok stop exaggerating we were so bored we were trying so hard to exhale as much smoke as possible like the other regulars there but, nah.

uhhuh )



released today...
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(canon for you fengzhu!)




i know i should be happy but im feeling ____! the once in a while lost&empty feeling. babe when u left (with the fight being the last thing that happened) i had so much to say but now, maybe its been left unsaid for too long a time.nonetheless, still glad ul be back in my arms soon enough. i hope when i cya tomorrow my emotions will come rushing back to me all at once :( it sucks when i feel u further away from me, when i feel ur no longer putting an effort to understand me. 

i wanna run away.
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(no subject) [Mar. 8th, 2008|05:00 pm]
[Current Mood | empty :(]

i started work on wednesday and it was averagely ok, people not too bad, met afew people i know like johnathan, dawn tan's exboyfriend aka olivia dumpling's exboyfriend who happens to work at the bar too. jidan working as server and told me there was a hot girl working at the bar but shes not pretty at all! excited for nothing. she helped me paste plaster and jidan went all green with envy, chey. talking about plaster, i think i better go to the temple. first i sprained my ankle after so many years and it swelled into a balloon, then i had an accident and had abrasions on my knee elbow hip n big bruises and on my first day at zouk, with unwashed cups piling, i was washing diligently at a high speed that i didnt see a big chip off the shot glass and it went right into my index finger and it wouldnt stop bleeding. im not being a pussy here but i swear the blood kept gushing out :( and with sucha painful finger i perservered to complete my mission of washing all the cups. i've got the cedar spirit (where!) deep in my heart.

im sucha bitch i wasted 30bucks just to get a damn mc for work cus im totally dreading it. xray for my finger (!?) cus the doc said i might have glass fragments inside which is obviously unlikely otherwise id have been able to feel it and a 6 damn bucks for lousy unprofessional dressing of my poor index finger!?now i know how polyclinics earn. so cunning, and discreet. the worse part, i didnt meet lydae despite the fact i had the whole day free and she was going off for her basketball camp. why do we have to end up hurting each other :( im feeling so sorrowful but no1 understands.

i tried to be kpo to knock some news outta tania but shes so tight-lipped, sighs! and i think i missed out alot on 4s gathering yesterday. i bet if i was present it'd had been more fun ok, but then again maybe not cus bernice (not ahwong) said i became alot quieter but she didnt realise it was because i was eating when she was talking and i really suck at multitasking and eating happens to be my #1 prority. might as well, i think im a really quiet and reserved person now.

that day i was thinking, if i didnt have basketball in my life, i would prolly had sunken into depression and committed suicide.

well, things happen for a reason, the fact that i dont have depression, and i didnt die from my previous 2 accidents, i should start treasuring my life! i shall strive to attend lessons faithfully and have major contributions to group work everyday when school starts in april! :D who are u kidding.

took a 45min bus ride (would have been a less than 20mins bike ride!) to SIM, on the way i thought alot. especially now that lydae is away. i thought im already trying very hard, from someone with sucha stinking attitude, to someone who doesnt pick fight nor shout back, and instead remain quiet when things go bad. its ok if it goes unappreciated but dont throw over a "u dont even think ur at fault", its heart breaking.

y'know...its no longer about "ur the only person i stay so devoted to for so long time",
it has become "il keep trying harder to be a better girlfriend"
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(no subject) [Mar. 4th, 2008|01:14 am]
[Current Mood | impressed!]

it takes an event to see a person more clearly and im glad i finally did. i guess this is just as far as it goes. i hope someday ul come to realise that friends are not tools u make use of, and u do not flare at them over the slightest thing and be very nice to them only when u need their help. now the fact is right smacked in my face, and sadly lydae's words are proven right (for once) as much as i hate to admit. it took me kinda long to finally be willing to open up my eyes to see what exactly is going on. still, thanks for all the help u've once given me, my heart felt gratitude.

ohyay zouk finally called and im starting work on wednesday and if im lucky i might get some massage on my shoulders or be the hottest crew at the bar that guys start going after. shopping for black shoes and pants tomorrow with ahguan and gardenia. im so sad that works gonna take away ALL the free days i have with lydae but i guess thats just life and we're gonne have to learn to cope with it sooner or later. but from another perception, i excited for work, for il finally be able to break free from those nonsense. 

i miss lydae so much! i didnt see her today, i wont be seeing her tomorrow. and on wednesday il prolly only be seeing her awhile then im off to work :( with her basketball camp during the weekends, i can just wilt and die. hearing her voice on the other side of the line doesnt help lessen the pain. im so sad i've become such an uncool person im never one who feels sad when she says she has to hang up but look at me now, like some kinda poor lovesick puppy. that aside, im so proud to say lyd's grown into sucha wonderful lady, from one i thought il only last 1month with, to someone i hope to live a life with. 2years is a long wait, but it has been worth it (:
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sorry. [Mar. 2nd, 2008|07:02 pm]
[Current Mood | in pain!]

sick shit! check these out! (not for the weak heart)

gum piercing:
http://www.bmezine.com/pierce/11-surface/A80128/high/npjz-handpocking-tatz-by.jpg

deep chest piercing:
http://www.bmezine.com/pierce/11-surface/A80128/high/npjz-handpocking-tatz-by.jpg

transfinger:
http://www.bmezine.com/pierce/11-surface/A60407/high/bmepb250951.jpg

omg this guy is crazyshit, his slashes are madness, scar piercing:
http://www.bmezine.com/pierce/11-surface/A40817/high/auskari03.jpg

thats the kinda family warmth i get? haha thats no wonder why i used to hate being at home. now i finally understand. thank god i've my godsend here wimme, for treating me with so much love and for being so nice and careful, taking care of me (: its sad to only find out after 21years that i've always been alone and it wont change.

the last straw, for the better or worse, i might just give up riding altogether.
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the leap [Mar. 1st, 2008|11:41 am]
[Current Mood | worn-out]

spent my once-every-4years with those i love, doing what i love most! contented, ^.^ ahgu & shaohua & katek are such idiots i can laugh till i dropdead and die.

anyway, was reading this random person's blog, theres this sick boy/man who leaves comments on almost all of blog owner's entries. clearly shows how egoistic/preachy/desperate guys can get. he was mentioning how its nature that men need women, how women should need men too. how wrong it is to be in love with someone of the same gender and its narcissism.

i thought abit about it. what if it isnt so much of a choice?
  • what if u only look at hot babes when ur out on the street
  • what if u do look at hot guys but there isnt even any form of attraction there, merely an appreciation of their facial features/ dress sense whatnot,
  • what if only women turn u on,
  • what if u only find chemistry in women,
  • what if the men you've met in ur life are far too egoistic for ur liking,
  • what if u think u can provide women with so much more as compared to men, excluding the sex part, but then again, not necessarily.
  • what if u realise ur strong enough to be out on ur own w/o a man,
  • what if ur so strong to the point u wanna give love care and protection to another,
  • what if u like the softness of a woman's touch,
  • what if u like kissing those very tender and luscious lips (short&j dont laugh)

ok im gonna stop here before i put off the heterosexuals.

today's boss day, went out with lydae, couldnt find the jeans i want so i decided im gonna alter my older jeans, dont waste, must adopt jx's aunty spirit. went to fort canning, just climbing the steps could kill me. there was like 10 limes squeezed onto my legs when i was climbing but i persevered and made it through. given such circumstances, i really dont know how am i going to make it for national team trials on tuesday, ankle's sprain, stamina's like shit, muscle ache all over since friday. ok in de first place im not even sure if i should go for the trial, if i want to commit to basketball and see my life declining. ahhhh dilemma! please zouk call me back, please!

fort canning is sucha boring place but i need to relive my childhood memories by going such ulu places again thus i renamed my saturdays as tourist day instead of girlfriend day! :D zack chong when are u going to bring me up jurong hill so i can bring lydae up jurong hill and leave her there and bike down the hill myself. ubin plan being put on hold again and again all thanks to lydae that irritating ghost. there're so many places to go, so many places i wanna go with you!

i watched the youtube clip tiff asked me to and im sorry but David Archuleta's voice makes my hair stand because thats just how good he sound! for a 17year old, its unbelievable, now im watching all his other youtube videos.

last night tiffy told me something no1 has told me before: "yknow how they say 3rd party always sees a relationship more clearly. everytime when lydia looks at u, its a feeling like u really mean alot to her, like theres only u and no1 else around even though we're all there" AWW~ but i mention how lydae loves talking to my friends and ignoring me and tiffy thinks shes just pissing me off and i totally understand cus i piss her off all the time. tiff says we've nothing better to do which is pretty true cus we're fighting all the time and it got violent today because i wanted to let her know how smelly her saliva was so i fought hard to get her saliva and i spreaded it across the area above her lips which is below her nose and she started having foam coming out of her mouth because it was too pungent haha ok this entry is getting too long.

bye.



do u know that ur love is the sweetest sin

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yo wake up. [Feb. 29th, 2008|12:44 am]
[Current Mood | sleepy]

if you dont know the rules, seriously, kindly zip it. or if u think u know it so well, why not take my whistle and officiate the game. if its not obvious enough to u, im a qualified referee assigned by the senior to officiate that game. so dont go saying stupid things like "waaa like that also got foul ah, lydat i also can be referee already" when the body contact was so clear or by banging into the opponent when shes just standing there expecting a foul. if u want to, go get ur referee license, then u can stop acting like one and really be one. perhaps, your seemingly small eyes might have possibly caused you to be visually impaired.  kids this days just gotta make redundant comments without considering the fact that to err, is man. and it just goes to show, you obviously think ur damn good.

was browsing my folders, looking for songs & pictures to put into my viewty and i saw "drop it like its hot", thought of how retardedly we'll sing, how we can keep repeating the chorus when we sing london bridge, all the other nonsense songs. prolly my best singing partner, ever. the times we brave through together (trainings!) the trips, grapevine, coffeeshop after training, gushing over -, slackers corner, everything. used to talk to her every other day but now, if im lucky, i only get to talk to her once a week, on msn. BUT! received her sms just now (: feels a tad better. transferred many other pictures, with katek guanhong jas, with mandy tiffy huanjie. just needed to remind myself of those times.

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constantly reminded of you!

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surely is my friend. [Feb. 27th, 2008|11:32 am]
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[Current Mood | lethargic]

i bumped into surely tan sher li last friday at esplanade and shes still as loud because i was just half a metre away from her but she had to scream at her top of her voice (maybe not the top yet) but i find her cuter now, and less kitty, which is a very good thing. keep it up surely. i miss you so.

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(no subject) [Feb. 24th, 2008|10:27 am]
[Current Mood | zzZ]

ohyay these 2dayspassed so meaningfully and adventurously, i like~

friday:
me binbin and zack met at 1030am to go for wingtai interview but the waiting time was way too long we gave up. (fastfwd) went to sengkang cc to get those idiots asses on their way (fastfwd) biked to harbourfront, met the rest then cab in to sentosa cove (the new sentosa luxurious residential area) as carpark ushers 2 half hours for $50 and we practically did nothing. i was so bored i had to turn and spin in circles and laugh to myself hehe!haha! jus so time would past more quickly. luckily i had binbin talking to me and working as carpark usher, i didnt usher any1 to anywhere, kinda sad right. but free money so no whining. the place looked damn nice at night, refer to [info]icanbarelystop on details about how ridiculously costly the place is.

Photobucket look at the beautiful lights on the floor! (the one taken with zack so blurred, dulan me)

Photobucket the power of SE k850i flash light.


(fastfwd) went sim ming for prawning! woohoo me binbin fion shared a rod for 3hours but i think i only prawned for 10mins but 3cheers for the started please, when we started i just stood there while mandy brief me on how to get the prawn onto the hook next moment we were pulling a super huge prawn with kiap kiap so fun! fion caught 1 bigbig prawn too but i was too afraid to hold the prawn i wanted to fastfast throw the prawn into the net but i missed the hole and the prawn escaped and swam away! how sad! in return i caught a pregnant prawn so she had 2prawns for 1 ok but its not even a prawn, the baby is in egg form so yucky chuanchuan made me touch them.

talking about chuan chuan, shes not helpful at all. mandy was so nice she taught us so nicely and patiently though she had to repeat what she said to me to binbin but she was still so pleasant unlike chuanchuan who used the prawn to scare me. i wanted to lo heh her ok. then i kept touching mandy's sexy ass, cant keep my hands off her. lastly its about the joke of the day when mandy used the fishing line to tickle fion's ear's and she actually thought a mozzie flew into her ear (till now she still thinks so) and she was so scared she told us in sucha frightened manner. i could tell from her voice that she was shivering inside haha and she asked me how i told her to slant and jerk her head to the left (which she did) she ask if i have light so i can shine into her ear and when the mozzie sees the light it will come out hahahahhahaha i bet shes laughing at herself while reading this.

anyway it was quite a nice first experience, pretty addictive i'd say, cus binbin went again yesterday. us and our catch!
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fion didnt dare to hold the prawn so she took the picture with the plastic bag consisting the prawns xD and the picture is without chuanchuan, fortunately.

saturday!:
went to trade my k850i for LG viewty which is in quite a bad condition AND MOST IMPORTANTLY defeated the purpose of me changing my phone cus there isn't bejeweled in the phone! how sad, that bitch must have deleted it i hate her. and now im busy googlg finding the download for it sighs sms-ing is sucha chore (touch screen!?) but the camera not too bad. should've stuck to k850i though viewty is so much prettier :( ok enough of whining oh me and lydia had a last minute decision to go camping and we did! haha so cool ok like no preparation at all no insect repellant no drinks no snacks but we got it all from giants at parkway.

(as expected) lydia wasnt being much of a help while figuring out how to set up the tent. had no backup plan if we failed to pitch it but fortunately being a very smart and witty me (haha thanku) i got it all up while lydia had fun letting the wind blow the upper layer and being fascinated with it while i was being pissed and frustrated interpreting the instructions. i dont know how come theres sucha person who's so annoying and irritating and really pisses me off to the max (and in sucha stupid way!) that i cant help but laugh at her stupidity. worse of all the sky became dark red and it was so windy BUT FORTUNATELY IT DIDNT RAIN! must be the 20cents donations i've done on flag day :D i think we took a whole 1 half hour getting it up.

lydia is so stupid her leg is so long but she cant reach the lightstick and her toes widen each time she tries to.shes got me laughing so much ohman i cant believe i used to say shes boring to the max. but sometimes she really is, when she goes on and on about school (OR HER EYECANDY!?) even though im dozing off. lydia chiew's got a problem with my pronounciation for C words i laughed at her til i tear on our way home. first time ever she made me laugh so much i needed to show some appreciation, not.

so hot! x)
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(no subject) [Feb. 22nd, 2008|02:26 am]
[Current Mood | thirsty!]

what do you think of a femme (or a straight?) cutting very short hair, wearing red checkered shirt which is almost identical to that of the old uncle who was walking behind her and a tablecloth, and a black skinnies wrapping her legs reaaaaaally tightly. ok i know skinnies are suppose to be tight and sexy but how about the fact that she takes out a cigarette when she was out, lighted it up, smoked like a noob yet obviously still trying very hard, too hard, and while she was tryna look cool she almost cross the road without looking when there was a car approaching. or how about this particular person telling others that she doesnt like me when i didnt even know of her existence when she said that.

sigh, dont understand.

im still awake at this hour because short conned me into chatting with her till now (and lydia's gonna scold me again) but shes a nice cus shes gonna help me get a job at zouk as cupwasher and let me hug j haha ok i swear im #1 on short's hate list now but its ok atleast im still her #1 (hor short?HAHAHA)

while walking back to cityhall mrt today, i told lydia something mushy i cant believe it came out from me:
"i feel so happy, and honoured to still be holding your hand after so long." 
ok....not even mushy.but its just weird coming from me.
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(no subject) [Feb. 19th, 2008|12:38 pm]
[Current Mood | cramp attack!]

these 2 are my newest friends, so pretty yknow!
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so cute wanna pinch their cheeeeeeks!


lulu joined lj i'm so proud of her. just talked to her online and suddenly feel so glad that we're living in sucha high-tech world, that i can stil be talking to her even though shes 234367miles away from me (: living on her own is sucha chore, like forgetting that she hasn made her own lunch, being late, not knowing where her theatre is and skipping orientation as a result of it, getting her own groceries, its jus great knowing how shes doing over there, BAD. but she lives in geylang and an angmoh guy wanted to know her number but she shouted NO! and sprinted off. ok i think im bringing her name down here cus the latter half i mentioned is so not true, what really happened was that a drunkard wanted to know her name. as u know, drunkards, visually impaired, bad judgement...

[info]luloolu its coolshit, not.


binbin's returning home tomorrow.
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fion thinks she edited this picture very well, rolls eye




babygirl you're a star.

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the best, yet. [Feb. 18th, 2008|01:06 am]
[Current Mood | pleased]

:) hooray! it went better than expected!

lets start with a picture of my very beautiful girl on the valentine's:
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thank you darling,
for wooing me (HAHA)
for being so geeky when i first know you,
for wearing a long cedar skirt, shirt fully tucked in and buttoning the 1st button, the first time i met u outside school,
for writing letters to me despite knowing the fact that i wont reply,
for coming to my grandma's wake just to see me,
for confessing =P
for loving a girl (ME!ME!ME!)
for being so tolerant wimme when i used to give up on love so easily,
for withstanding my very bad temper,
for letting me vent on when i lose a match,
for bearing wimme through the times i barely had time/energy,
for waiting for me the times im overseas and buying calling cardS so we could talk,
for coming to meet me even if it was gonna be just for awhile,
for accompanying me to my trainings just to see more of me,
for the times when i blew my top cus of my mood,
for coming all the way to my school when ur lesson ended before mine,
for attending most of my games (big or small) whenever u can,
for doing lil things to cheer me on b4 my game for e.g. the banana,
for always asking me out and calling me at night cus im so uninitiative when it comes to these,
for rejecting guys who wants your number,
for closing your door on many unnecessary people so you could secure my heart,
for sacrificing sleep, outings with friends and many more, just to spend more time with me,
for compromising wimme by going out with me and my friends when i had little time,
for not complaining that im poor and that i cant get you all the expensive gifts,
for not despising me though i only have a bike, no aircon, cant shelter u from rain, cant keep u warm at night,
for taking care of me when i've my monthly killer menstrual cramps,
for always failing to remind me about things i asked u to,
for sitting on my face,
for being so retarded and always letting me bully,
for always smiling so sweetly at me when i scold you,
for doing the stupidest thing that can make me angry and laugh at the same time e.g. today for walking sucha big round
for asking me whats the meaning of easy words like "cold turkey"
for having such funny facial features that im never sick and tired of,
for being more talented than me in taking ugly pictures,
for having the lips, teeth, nose, hips and thighs ;)
for being so whiney,
for always repeating your stories, insisting that you havent told me,
for being so lousy at drinking,
for loving tomyam as much as i do,
for transforming into a bitch when you start gossiping,
for speaking in sucha high pitched voice when you're excited that it makes me wanna slap you,
for doing half-squat in sucha funny manner,
for being pro at adjusting when you shoot (a basketball)
for floating around the court like a ghost when we play streetball,
for wearing qi pao jerseys selling dimsum,
for being so sociable to mingle with my mother, brother and friends,
for being less bald now,
for loving strawberry shortcake (?!)
for wearing heels that makes others like fion and kelvin think i look short,
for learning to be thrifty,
for being so good with studies that im never worried,
for being quite sensible for your age,
for continuously trying very hard wimme even though we've had many setbacks,
for being stronger,
for learning to protect yourself when im not with you,
for wanting me back each time we split up,
for randomly telling me that you love me so unexpectedly that it leaves me stunned for 2seconds,
for being sweet in your own way,
for your smiles,
for being my strength,
for being naughty at times.....
for making me a better person,
for becoming a better person,
for listening to my boring and repeated stories and heartfelt,
for being my best friend,
for having sucha nice waist that fits my embrace so perfectly,
for your kisses,
for your undying love,
for being sucha wonderful you (when we're not quarrelling HAHA)

i love you (:
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happy 730 days. [Feb. 16th, 2008|02:46 am]
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[Current Mood | thankful]

even though i finally played streetball today after maybe 1month,
even though i was panting like mad after awhile,
even though i sprained my ankle badly while doing a very cool move,
even though my ankle looks like a fishball now,
even though i'm in so much pain,
its not gonna stop us from being happy later.
(from the look of my large font, you can tell that i'm being very serious here.)




how serious i am about making this day work:

  • i iced my ankle
  • i iced my ankle again
  • i iced my ankle three times!
  • i'm gonna elevate my fishball when i sleep later so it will be less swollen tomorrow and i'll be in my best shape for my big day :D
  • i google to find the best place for our dinner
  • i was tempted to settle for zi char at pulau ubin, so romantic, NOT. haha (but i decided i'll keep the plan for next weekend cus 730's gotta be more memorable and special than that)
  • i've decided on the safest plan so theres least possibility of things going wrong ohyay! -credits to ahqian
  • im highly anticipating it
  • i pray the day turns out perfecto (for once)
  • ok im gonna make things work out fine and well, i must!


Photobucket 2 years old.


have i told you, that darling,
having you wimme this whole time, is my biggest achievement ever.
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(no subject) [Feb. 14th, 2008|02:35 am]
[Current Mood | ecstatic]

binbin, take care of your wounds and enjoy yourself over there, i'll be missing you.
lu, haven heard from you since forever, i hope you've been well.

the second valentines together   *rubs hands*
this is my time.

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gimme more of u. [Feb. 4th, 2008|01:37 pm]
[Current Mood | lonely]

Photobucket 
what am i gonna do when ur gone :'(








just visited js's blog, how cool am i (ok atleast im not the kinda die-hard fan)
but...why...her blog is filled with many many chinese characters, me so dizzy now.
nvm, pictures xD
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(no subject) [Feb. 3rd, 2008|12:01 am]
[Current Mood | content]

  • sent in my resume for job as ticketing assistant at the zoo, credits to eunice that nineh :)
  • bumped into tania the ball with her boyfriend (HAHA) today :(
  • saw joyce the gooni (waa damn suay) and zack's favourite xuehanhanhan yesterday :(
  • walked past jovene lim idiot yesterday she didnt see me then she shouted my name from far. indeed an idiot :((
  • bought a bag from fourskin today :)
  • went bliss with short & j last night :)) j + L = bitching
  • no more refereeing assignments = no $$$ :(
  • CNY approaching :(( only 2places for visiting
  • next is vDay :| >$< money flying away
  • meeting neoneo and binbin tmr :))
  • neoneo flying off next saturday T_T
  • serene is the Man, muscular with japanese facial features
  • seagames appreciation dinner drink drank and almost drunk. responsible friend by the name of luisa sent me home and we parted with a hug :))))
  • i miss zack jas katek guanhong bui sop tash huiqian bernard wong but i dont miss fion cus i see her so often ;)
  • i met favourite the past 2days >:D





signed, sealed, delivered, im yours. 

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(no subject) [Jan. 29th, 2008|07:08 pm]
hei ba is a funny man.
1) he asked #8 is there yao ming in the team, cus she kept passing high passes.
2) he asked them not to keep dribbling and shaking with the ball at the very last minute
3) he calls tania "xu ting" = shitting

the ball flew to my face during warm up and tania said ball attracts ball.
but why is it i saw her rolling on the floor so many times.


oh, i've started a new habit to post my emo entries as private.
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(no subject) [Jan. 24th, 2008|12:00 am]

please allow me to say something, ao's boyfriend so not handsome! no im not saying that i am but she deserve someone hotter or cuter at least right? sighs nevermind atleast she emailed and left me a profile comment saying that she missed me but why WHY WHY did she have to MIA when i was over at bangkok otherwise we could've had a secret date haha ok im so kidding, im occupied by a fat pork already.

how do u find security in someone who owes many people money, who doesnt work nor go to school, who goes for the same girl as buddy, who obviously doesnt have integrity nor pride cus she doesnt feel the least shameful of owing people money and uses the same old line "i dont have money, i only have 1 life u can take it if u want", who doesnt even think of finding ways to return money she owe, who betrays her own girlfriend yet be so defensive and still yell when being confronted by her girlfriend, who's at fault yet blames it on her friends and expect her friends to not leave?

mm...





shutup juli.

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